Picking Up the Pieces

I've been working through the Lead Sheet Level 4 courses for a while now, transposing to multiple keys, experimenting with different styles, doing some improvisation (or what might pass for it). But I keep getting stuck on one question: when is it okay to move on to the next lesson? I never feel like what I have is good enough, though I'm aware I tend to hold myself to absurdly high standards when it comes to piano. I just want someone, anyone, to say, "OK, Nina, you've done enough. Move on."  What Jonny Said  I asked Jonny about this at this week's Ask Jonny show. His response was completely valid: when to move on really depends on your goals. Which sent me back to think harder about what my goals actually are and how these courses relate to them.  My Relationship with These Courses  The lead sheet courses focus heavily on jazz ... but jazz really isn't my thing. So these lessons have been kind of like Brussels sprouts: I do them because I know they'r...

The PWJ recital was Thursday, and I rocked my YAMS performance! It wasn't perfect, but I barely paused and just kept moving forward. Jonny had very nice things to say—he always does, even if you made a ton of mistakes—but he also said I was playing at a professional level, and I will happily accept that compliment. The video was just posted (I may have checked for it dozens of times a day since the recital), and I finally watched my performance. It sounded better in my memory than in reality, which probably shouldn't be surprising. The piano sound quality wasn't great either, so that was a little disappointing. The performance is still good, though, and I’ll share it here if/when it becomes publicly available. For now, you just get a picture from it. (Not a video, just a recital photo) Why did I leave the cat toy in the background? Why didn't I wear something more flattering? Why do I have to look like such a middle-aged suburban mom? Why, why why? YAMS Fallow Period Fo...

Are y'all tired of reading about my You Are My Sunshine progress yet? No? Excellent. I will continue. This week is recital week. Yesterday was my "dry run" recital with the Piano with Rebecca B group. Tomorrow is the PWJ Student Recital. PwRB Performance Report I crashed and burned. Maybe that's an overstatement. At the time it felt like crashing and burning. Perhaps more accurately, I stumbled, recovered, stumbled again, and kept moving forward—which, really, counts as a kind of success. The tempo held together, more or less. (Though I'm scared to watch the video Rebecca kindly posted after the recital.) The piece never fully unraveled. But the mistakes were persistent—and oddly placed, showing up in spots that usually sound fine in practice. The finale, in particular, went rogue. I landed solidly on a completely wrong chord at one point, and at the very end I forgot to finish on the high octave for the final downward gliss. So I ended in the middle of the keyboa...

My piano schedule has been a little unbalanced lately. Most of my time has been going into You Are My Sunshine, getting it ready for my Tuesday recital dry-run and the PWJ recital on Thursday. That part makes sense. Deadlines have a way of focusing the mind. Then I added something that was not part of the original plan: the Danny Boy Challenge on Piano With Jonny. I hadn’t intended to do it. But the arrangement is so beautiful that I caved. It also turned out to be a great piece for working on my still-developing transposition skills. Moving it through different keys forces me to think less in terms of letter names and more in terms of functions and shapes. It's been hard, slow work, but I can tell I'm making progress. So that’s all been good. But every time something new gets added, something else tends to get squeezed out. In this case, the neglected projects are After You’ve Gone, the Lead Sheets with Seventh Chords course, and my maintenance pieces. That needs to change. I ...

Sometimes I hate having a digital piano. I miss the simplicity of an acoustic: if something sounds bad, it’s either because the piano is out of tune or I am. With a digital piano, there’s a whole host of settings that could be causing the problem. Balance Weirdness in "You Are My Sunshine" I made my "You Are My Sunshine" run-through video earlier this week. In my head, the balance of bass and treble sounded fine. At the piano, it felt fine. But in the video, the bass sounded booming and muddy, while the melody got lost in the reverberation. Despite my efforts to bring out the right hand and keep the stride bass light, the low notes seemed to swallow everything. I was so frustrated. And then Rebecca and others commented on the same problem when I shared the video on the Piano With Rebecca B platform. So I knew it wasn’t just me. Discovering the Problem Yesterday morning I started digging into the sound more seriously. And suddenly I remembered something I had compl...

This morning, a few minutes before leaving for work, I sat down at the piano and played You Are My Sunshine start to finish without stopping (other than for a few minor flubs). It’s not perfect, but overall it sounds pretty solid. At this point the work is mostly polishing. So now I’m going to listen back to the recording and jot down my observations as I prepare for recital week. 0:21 – Sounds pretty good so far. I should do more metronome work with the click on the off-beat. That will help tighten the rhythm. 0:34 – Those slides sound nice! I really love this section. 0:55 – Interlude 1 sounds good. 1:07 – The first ragtime section sounds muddy. I need to work on articulation and maybe ease up on the pedal. 1:30 – The stride section is sounding better but still needs work. 1:45 – The C9 in Interlude 2 sounds better than I expected. But I should vary the rhythm when switching back to the F6—right now it feels a bit repetitive. 2:00 – The first crossed-hands section feels ponderous...